|down in the dumps
||[Jan. 19th, 2007|10:17 pm]
LJ Prayer Circle
I had a bad day, it was the end of a very long week, I was tired. In the afternoon I was almost in 2 car accidents, within 20 minutes of each other. Even before that I was feeling horrible and upset. I hate that I feel like this, I feel like life isn’t fair, when I know it is not supposed to be. Truthfully I feel envious of other peoples happy lives, and I hate that I feel this way, and after the almost accidents I kept thinking, why did this have to happen to me, why me?
And so on and so forth I am sure you get the picture.
The point is I know I shouldn’t feel this way and I am upset at myself for doing it. Believe me I know there are bigger problems in the world then me feeling treated unfairly. So I thought about it, and thought, I think the only thing that might help me is prayer. If someone could just pray for me to find peace I would be grateful.